every second of this day. Please God, give me the strength to help my child. Please God, give me the strength to make it through this day and face the hardships that are waiting for me when I get home.
It is a joyous days for those around me. I have had to pretend to be happy all day. Inside I am screaming, while on the outside I cry invisible tears. My heart is truly aching right now. I feel broken. I don't think I will ever be whole again.